Quote Originally Posted by easyg
it's not a case of me trying to hide or forget things with drugs! ffs I've hardly done any drugs in my life (a bit of weed, maybe 3 or 4 occasions in 30+ years and that is it...), in fact I barely drink now either (meds make it impossible but I'm not keen on it anyway...)

primarily I'm looking at something to relax with and help me sleep....I don't want to keep on taking sleeping pills that knock me out, in fact tolerance builds up so quickly to those that it's not really an option!

The problem is that cannabis has different effects for different people , for some it can help against depression but for others it can actualy make it worse is what people are saying .
I have seen first hand the positive and negative of using ganja to treat depression , I would just advise caution.
I am glad to hear that things appear to be getting better for you , I'm a great believer in the balance of things and life is a mix of great joy and deep sorrow but it will balance itself in the end.