I don't want to sound harsh, but you're bordering on pathetic clinger territory. The best thing for you to do is grow a pair & put her behind you.

But, here's my advice for what it's worth. If you want her - and you get her, know what you're getting.
Don't whine & cry next time she cheats on you (because it will happen) and don't complain later that she used you for everything you had to give & then some.

And don't let her hurt you so bad that you make the next few women you're with pay for her mistakes.
Good women (and men for that matter) don't cheat - it's that simple. And cheating doesn't "just happen".
cannabis-seeds Reviewed by cannabis-seeds on . I want the perspective of a girl whos(somewhat) addicted to pot When I asked her out. she made me promise not to cheat. and then she did, not even a month later. she broke up with me after she told me. That was march break and things progressed. it was with a guy she had a thing with before me. but since then shes been with 2 other guys. anyway I really would rather not have to live my day to day life without her. should I get her Christmas gifts and try as hard as I can? ive called her a whore once, she got with a guy right before my birthday. and still Rating: 5