im a fucking idiot

[Looker]

No I am a fucking idiot..I fell off the wagon for the first time in a full year last night..anyway I got some good kine bud right now and thats usually all I do..the wife is out of town for a couple days and the kids with granny..so I bought like a 750 ml of jack daniels and 750 of smirnoff 100 blue label cause i was havin a few dudes over..play EA football n shit..I really didint buy the booze for me..serious...I always do this..BUT I DONT DRINK ANYMORE..NUTHIN..NADA..JUST WEED..

But oh fuckin shit I started drinking..I didnt have to drive its my house so that was OK..but shit this morning I woke up with the hangover of my life fuckin shit I was puking up BILE..didnt eat much last night either..that was a mistake...finally after 6 hours of agony , I lt up a bowl.....

My entire body was bathed in a healing pain killing flash..I mean that shit worked in like 10 minutes....man that shit is amazing...

Now im drinking gatorade to replace the 4 gallons of fluid I probably lost....

[Looker]

I stayed off it a year I just gotta stay off it...

For me alcohol is poison....

[rhino44]

alcohol leads to problems ive found, health and otherwise and for what. its not worth it yet people drink it and fuck themselves over daily.moderation is impossible for me. if i tell myself to drink a couple usually it end up more like 15. anyway that is awesome how your parents were chill. and all that time u were ready to take off. i found it hilarious thinking about you pulling away with the seat down and your dad just standing their puzzled