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I'll try to make this super short..

Okay, so I've been on this site literally constantly for over a week now. One day it calms me down, the next day I read some bizarre story and literally just cry.

I don't smoke weed anymore ( i'm sure you guys think i have the saddest life, who knows maybe), but a few weeks ago... Aug 6th to be exact, i smoked & I took pretty legit hits, maybe 5-6 to be exact but took them like a pro. Before that I think I smoked WELL over a year ago and that too was probably 5-6 hits as well.

Only reason I even smoked was because I was just convinced I won't be getting called back for any of the positions I applied for. Well, that sure worked out well for me.. no. I had a pre-employment drug screen at Labcorp on Aug 27th.. got a call on Aug 23rd so had about 5 days to rape google finding out how to make sure I pass. I took a take home test from Walgreens Aug 24th, the night before I ran a mile drank OD water, morning of drank a good amount of water too.. test came out negative, but i was still od paranoid

Anywayyyyy, my ACTUAL test results came out "Negative/Dilute" .. basically if i got the same results again they'd take it as I tested positive.. so i re-took this stupid test Aug 30th. The night before I went out, had a few drinks, I peed at like 4am..again at 7/8am.. and then Had 12oz of Orange Juice, a B-complex, and took the test around like 12:10..

I know it deff wont be dilute, but I'm absolutely panicking, literally crying more than a drunk girl who just got dumped on her ass would after reading posts on here where people have been clean for like 30-40 days, took 5 tests at home that tested negative and somehow FAILED their actual Labcorp test.

Because I didn't drink much/any water the morning of my second test, is that a bad thing? Any chance of me actually testing positive my second time around? Also, is it worth it for me to take another take home test three days after I took the real one... Labor Day weekend screwed me, waiting four days is torture.

Side note- I'm like 5'5 and around 130, i'm not fat, but I do have extra pounds that I should deff get rid of, if that helps at all. I know crying over this may seem ridiculous, but a lot is riding on this position for me - but I'm not trying to bore anyone with a sob story

Any comments at all would be appreciated.. pleaseeeeeeeeee! and thank you

whyamIhere Reviewed by whyamIhere on 09-02-2013. Need Jesus MORE than Miley Cyrus... or just MAJOR advice from one of you guys... I'll try to make this super short.. Okay, so I've been on this site literally constantly for over a week now. One day it calms me down, the next day I read some bizarre story and literally just cry. I don't smoke weed anymore ( i'm sure you guys think i have the saddest life, who knows maybe), but a few weeks ago... Aug 6th to be exact, i smoked & I took pretty legit hits, maybe 5-6 to be exact but took them like a pro. Before that I think I smoked WELL over a year ago and that too was Rating: 5

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