I have to thank you so much, I_smoke, you've really stuck with me on this subject and I really appreciate it, and I appreciate that you didn't try to encourage me to "try one more time" to see if I'd change my mind about getting high. You kinda handed me the magic key with the words "CBD concentrate". I googled that, and was able to find a website for a place in Modesto, which isn't too far from here, and once again the story rounds back to Dravet Syndrome, that seizure disorder that I was mentioning above - it looks like a dedicated father here in Cali has figured out how to make his own batches and is also providing it for others. I need to get my card updated, and get ahold of him, but it looks like I have found what I am looking for and it is because of your help, for which I am very grateful. Seriously. I cried when I found it. That kind of grateful. So - much thanks! I will try to check back in and update about the efficacy if anyone is interested.