Thanks, the illegality of the process makes more sense now. I get up north sometimes, I do have a place that I can stay in up that way near Mendocino. It seems such a foreign world to try to find my way into, but maybe I just have to just trust in the process and start making it happen. Meaning I'm kind of a bookish, shy person and I don't know how to find my way all the way to getting the help that I need, because I have run up against roadblocks before when I have tried to find help at the dispensaries. I've gone in, I would ask if there was a medical consultant around, I would just get referred to the next budtender, some helpful, often not. The process was very disheartening to me and did not seem very medicinally focused. Perhaps I have to do what I did with my medical care - get a spine and get vocal until I get the help that I need, and break through that wall of budtenders and get to the real folks that know what they are doing - but how do I do that?