welcome. yes, I find that after a few puffs of good bud I also seem to be better able to put things into perspective and come up with novel ideas that I don't know I would have without it. I guess there are some effects on short term memory while under the influence but I say that's not a bad thing it helps me think outside of the box. and I also had a similar effect that you had when I was younger I drank way too much but when I discovered bud I found I had no desire to drink at all. The feeling I was looking for in alcohol I think I was finally getting from bud. but yes, moderation is the key.