hey smokin2. i don't want to drown you with personal problems so i will say this...watch you're doing is beyond the "marital call of duty" and i commend you for it. makes you really think of those words, "for better or worse". keep doing watch your doing realize that you also need some time for YOU!!! if you want to vent some more and no ones around e-mail me @ [email protected]. i will be more than happy to cheer you along in you and your husband's fight.

sending prayers as i type,
looseeends