I'm about to loss it, I just want to scream, but I can't b/c everyone in my house it asleep. As some of you know my husband is diabetic and low blood sugar causes seizures. It's not pretty to say the least. It kills me to see him like that, and there not a damn thing I can do about it. I cry, what else do I have? I know why it's happening b/c my husband smokes just like me but b/c I'm trying to get a job we haven't been smoking. Well, he comes home and has a beer instead, and this is what happens. DAMN IT! I wish they would make it legal. He can drink beer and have a seizure, but he if smoke pot he doesn't have them, at least not do to the drug, but alcohol has sugar in it and fucks with his system, go figure.

I'm so frickin tired but there is no way I could go back to sleep. I didn't go to bed until 3am and my husband woke me up having the seizure at 5:15am.
He is back to sleep and that is OK with me, he needs his rest, I just know I'm too worried about him to join him, so here I am. Maybe the boards can keep me going. Go figure I've been trying to give up coffee too!!! I think I might have to make a bee line too the store and get me some Foldgers.

I realize there is nothing anyone can do for me, or him for that matter. I can only keep praying that the stem-cell reasearch they are doing will cure him some day. Until, this is our furture.

Thanks for letting me vent, talk, whatever you want to call it. Mostly just cry......It's just hard, and I'm having a tuff time dealing with it this morning. My husband is of course greatfull, but I hate to let him know what it really does to me, b/c he can't help it. It's just not his fault, it's not anyones fault. It's genetics. I know. I'm going to stop rambeling now, b/c I'm only making it worse for myself by writing about it. I think I'll just read some threads and maybe that will help. Again, thanks for letting me get this off my chest.
Smokin2 Reviewed by Smokin2 on . My husband just had a 2nd seizure in 10 days......... I'm about to loss it, I just want to scream, but I can't b/c everyone in my house it asleep. As some of you know my husband is diabetic and low blood sugar causes seizures. It's not pretty to say the least. It kills me to see him like that, and there not a damn thing I can do about it. I cry, what else do I have? I know why it's happening b/c my husband smokes just like me but b/c I'm trying to get a job we haven't been smoking. Well, he comes home and has a beer instead, and this is what Rating: 5