I Don't think you're in over your head. Sometimes you just have to go big in life. Even as a beginner the more you plant the more likely it is you'll get something out of it. I regret the years I started out with a few plants and after losing a few to this and losing a few to that I ended up with NADA. The only thing is that its easier to give your full attention to a few plants then to 100. Keep us updated tho