Going to church really taught me meaning of life. Bible has all the rules and laws we should follow. It's so much easier to make our own rules and ideas to justify our wrong doings to others. I'm just beginner with christianity and I'm seeing how much answers bible holds for us to be happy. It took me 39 yrs to get here to start knowing god. I couldn't really believe in god before because I didn't see the proof, well now I see so much proof. Keep asking and look for people who are happy and content, most of them are christians.