aww yeah that's a bummer. Hopefully you have found something else that you are passionate about to do in the meantime.

My next step step is to get involved with co-op's. I hope that there I can meet some good people. And this site is great for getting info but there is just something about having someone helping you along to give you that final push to make it a reality you know.

Thanks for responding btw. and thanks for your opinions and ideas. if you come across any other ideas or even forums on this site you think might help me please let me know. I try and find all the latest and greatest posts on here but the site is pretty big and I miss some sometimes.