When i first started questioning god i asked the same question, but more often my question was what is our purpose? I used to think maybe this is his game, kinda like The Sims. If i am going to be born just to die, i mean come on, it doesn't make sense. Then the church says "well this life is a test for the next life". Well fuck if your going to judge me then do it all ready. why waste my time. Peace