you have nothing to lose but pain and all to gain relief if it helps you.
i wiegh the risk of its illegal statis and the suffering i do. i decided long ago
it helps me so i smoke it,it helps me alot with the pain and i care less if it is in my head or in my body that it helping but its helping me now and im gratefull i dont need any fucking codiene or hydrocodone or oxycodone today,

even though im not pian free right now i can tolerate it enough with a few jionts
peace