First, sorry for my english, and that I talk like Borat lol

So, i'm 18 years old and I've started to smoke a half year ago.
In the first times I've smoked I fell very bad, but as the time past, I learned to enjoy from being high... (In my 4th and on i've started to enjoy the cannabis).
I've smoking 2 or 3 times in a month (average).
But sometimes when i've smoked, I had panic attacks (once it were when I was near my home and I thought that my parents will catch me...)
Last month, I've smoked pot and I've smoked a very strong stuff, and I had a panic attack and I thought that I had heart-attack because my heart beat was very high. couple days after when i've smoked and had the panick attack, I ran in school to start improving my capacity... and because my capacity was very low so i had some pain in the chest and from then the nightmare began...
I had a panics (and i were sober) that I really had heartbreak in the last time i've smoked, and the panics cause a little pain in the chest (not the pain that I had when I ran... it's a pain of being panic and pressure). and after a day (a week after the smoking) I was very very panic and I were afraid that i'm going to be a lunatic and a paranoid for good. So I went to doctor (i didn't tell him about the cannabis, only that i have pains). So I did EEG and Echo-Heart and the results were good - I didn't had an heart attack and my heart is fine... but still I've got some paranoy for some few days and it almost gone after a two weeks (most of the days I were good but somedays I woke with the pains and the bad thoughts...).
The bad thoughts cause because I've allways thought about it and i've allways were afraid if it's going to over for good, or that i'm going to be depressed and some panaoy for good... in the last days some guy told me to try smoke again but a little, and if i will smoke again and again I will overcome the thoughts and i will not be depressed anymore... so I've smoked yesterday... and i've got some paranoys (now it was from a very little amount of weed), and now i have those bad thoughts that it's possible that i'm going to be lunatic or depressed for good. (but not so much as when I thought that i had an heart-attack a week after the joint that I had last month)...

My question is what should I do? Should I keep smoking and overcome the thoughts or I must stop smoke and see a Psychologist?
the thing is, that I paid for a trip to Amsterdam next week (for a big gig of Armin van Buuren if you know him...) and I don't know if to smoke or not... (in Amsterdam it's legall so I will not have the paranoy that i will get "caught", but still all those thoughts of being lunatic or depressed for ever cause me to think about it).

PS: in the last time i've smoked, the thing that i were afraid of is that my heartbeats were very high again...
amirjochenberg Reviewed by amirjochenberg on . I have panic attacks, should I stop Smoking? First, sorry for my english, and that I talk like Borat lol So, i'm 18 years old and I've started to smoke a half year ago. In the first times I've smoked I fell very bad, but as the time past, I learned to enjoy from being high... (In my 4th and on i've started to enjoy the cannabis). I've smoking 2 or 3 times in a month (average). But sometimes when i've smoked, I had panic attacks (once it were when I was near my home and I thought that my parents will catch me...) Last month, I've Rating: 5