I hate it too, but mostly b/c I'm not smoking it unless I'm out, so maybe that is why. LOL. Anyway, I feel for ya man. I'm out too, but only by choice. A guy a work last night offered me some on break, and it was all I could do to say no. DAMN! I can't wait to get this fricken job. My husband has been smoking the resin out of our bowls and pipes for a couple of weeks now. I feel for him too. He knows that he can't have any in the house though b/c if it's here I will smoke it. That would only defeat the purpose of getting clean to get the job in first place.