I'm confused, whats a "hemp" that makes any sort of flower that looks like smokeable bud? I'm trying to figure out what exactly you have there... were you smoking leaves and pollen sacks or something? You should definitely post some pics if you can. If it has anything worth making hash out of, pics would allow me to give you an accurate answer. As for seeds, there are lots of seed banks out there with cheap seed varieties, you should shop around a bit.. you may not get exactly what you expect from what I've heard but it should be something worthwhile. Are you an MMJ patient with any shops in your area?

Anyways, pics would be great