:jointsmile:Hi stretch, sorry I couldn't get a post in earlier! I would go back to what you know works. Especially during stressful times. And to say the least, this is a very stressful time of the year for most and more for YOU! :wtf:You have been through some of the roughest times possible. Sorry, I implied there may be use of other medication and the others ran with it! Just didn't want you to mix some liquid stuff or other meds with it.

From your second report, I can see that all this is more stress related for you! Hopefully, life will get easier, can't get too much worse!

I see nothing here that would indicate you are having anything to be 'medically' concerned about!

Sometimes our brain brings on some things we fear most! You feared having the same 'bad' reaction your dad did and tried hard to. But, it didn't sound like you were very successful at it! Panic Attack sounds fairly mild. Many threads in here of a bunch of 'um!

Keep your pals near, they did not panic and helped you through it.

I get a feeling, like you described with the Purple Urkle I have. I use it most when I really want to sleep. Your mid-grade sounds like my Hi-grade! Please pass me a joint?

More than not, it is most likely dose related. 5 tokes will knock me into a deep sleep. 2 or 3 simply won't do. I feel that 'light' feeling and then I am asleeeeeep for the count! You may want to re-visit it for medicating to sleep. Take it slow and longer intervals. While you are stressed in life, you need to stick with what you know works for the experience you desire! Hope this all helps!

I would shy away from sativa's unless you really need a great lift. Plus, I would go into the archives and read some other stories here regarding similar issues. You have lots of company! At times we are more sensitive. It is my belief, that our life events will effect any medication and our reaction to it! Which is why I suspected there was something serious going on in your life! You have alot of support and company here! Good luck,:rasta: pr