Hi nightbadger, if you are here in CA why not try medibles! I think you will be secretly surprised at how much they will help! Especially after a break! I love them when I am with people that are not educated well regarding the benefits! Really, it sounds like you could use something! You have lost alot of things, but I sorta doubt it was the weed that caused it. Moreso, perhaps the reason why you need it? But, it is too hard to educate some people with religious beliefs.

Now that you are not blazing, you must have alot more time! :jointsmile:Guess, that 2mos. old has gotten under your skin. Babies are so sweet and fun! Hope you have more time with her, the time seems to fly as they grow up! I personally would be more concerned of cigarette smoke around a child, but that is me! :rastar