Thank you pr, I appreciate your acknowledgment of my attempted maturity..lol
I know how to take care of myself, yes. But there's still a lot of progress for me to make emotionally.
I realize now (bouthalfway through my jay of the Detroit kush) that my dad was reaching out to me,
He wanted me to be with him on christmas, and I fucked it up.
Well I guess ill just shoot for the next one.
He smokes too, so I should just show up at his house with a fat sak and talk it out...
If I knew where he lived....

But I don't, so... I play the waiting game...
Goodnight pr, plz don't lose sleep over this,
It will be ok for me it always works out somehow or another
prettygirlsmokes420 Reviewed by prettygirlsmokes420 on . Daddy issues... Just got into it with my pops, and said some pretty mean stuff. He left my life when I was four and has only stopped in for a couple hours ever few years. Today he called me and invited me to "family Christmas" with his wife, her daughter, and her two kids. I been holding how I feel inside me for years, and tonight I finally snapped. So I'm sitting here on my couch, with my bowl, and some ice cream, feeling awefull about it. How can I fix this? I can't take the words I said to him back, Rating: 5