a whole nother person.....

[peacenotprofit]

when i smoke i get all the normal feelings of "bieng high" but everytime i smoke i feel other things i've never felt before. somtimes i feel as if i'm a whole nother person (i'm me but dont feel myself). even into the next day or more so i dont feel and think normaly as i would and this worries me somtimes. like what if i smoked and stayd this way or somthing?....i feel other feelings i've never felt before either, kinda like i can see the world through other peoples eyes and how they perseve things. you would probilly understand this more if i told you that sence i've started smoking i think i've noticed that everybody has these other feelings that they feel besides the comon emotions everybody gets like anger, sadness, love, compassion ect. but we all have our own individual feelings that we get twards random things at any time....its pritty hard to explain rite now.am i alone on this? i'm in that "day after faze" i was saying about and i smoked more in a day than i ever had yesterday, so i'm pritty fried. though i would have wrote this anyway if i wasent.

PS- can smoking out of certain things hurt you? sutch as different materals.

PSS- dose the day after you smoke seem like a distent haze to any of you. i have realy good memory and cant remember alot.

peacenotprofit Reviewed by peacenotprofit on 05-05-2005. a whole nother person..... when i smoke i get all the normal feelings of "bieng high" but everytime i smoke i feel other things i've never felt before. somtimes i feel as if i'm a whole nother person (i'm me but dont feel myself). even into the next day or more so i dont feel and think normaly as i would and this worries me somtimes. like what if i smoked and stayd this way or somthing?....i feel other feelings i've never felt before either, kinda like i can see the world through other peoples eyes and how they perseve Rating: 5

[peacenotprofit]

oh, and i'm not mutch of any kind of artist but after i smoke it get alot of ideas for alot of different things. i'm just wondering if any of this stuff hapens to anybody else or i'm fucking going nuts and shouldent smoke this or any ganja again. i'm also a beginner smoker so this could be what they call PERANOIA.

[jacquelyne]

How old are you because you sound like me alot but i have bipolar and only found out when i tried harder drugs than weed.Im just saying be careful because if you could get worse.I developed psychosis and had it full blown for about 6 weeks and they thought i may never recover because of the length of time it lasted.I was institutionalised because they thought i was dangerous and there was approx a 5 % chance i would never recover so therefor i would have been placed in a mental institution for the rest of my life.I swear i have never been the same since im sure my brain is permanently screwed im a completley different person from having a few drugs over 3 days.My psych told me that pot can cause it too but not with me as my main symptom is mania so it helps.

[Encatuse]

Do drugs give you a different perspective on life? Yes. That's what recreational drugs are used for. Temporary altered states. You won't stay messed up, unless you do. -laughs- And if you do, you were gonna end up that way anyway so don't worry about it.

My mom quit smoking weed regularly because she started getting anxiety whenever she'd get high. Maybe you're just having anxiety?

Oh, and to answer the questions of yours that I remember: Smoking out of some stuff is bad. Tin foil for example. Weed makes alot of people feel more creative. You probably aren't experiencing brand new emotions as much as amplified old ones. Alot of people have a hard time remembering stuff when they're on drugs, and what happened while on drugs, after the event. You will grow out of being so overwhelmed by weed as you smoke more times. And yes, it sounds like paranoia that you're amplifying and getting worried about. Get less stoned.

[peacenotprofit]

thats scarry man, i feel for you and i will be even more cautious than i' am. even before i smoked i felt as if deep down (and has becoming more prominent) i had somthing goin on with me. i would like to get an evaluation.....how likly is weed to mess my head up in any way? if so, like how?

[peacenotprofit]

JACQUELYNE......I MENT TO MENTION ITS WIERD CUZ THE DAY YOU REGISTERD ON HERE IS MY BIRTHDAY AND THE FIRST DAY I SMOKED. I'M 16

[Encatuse]

I know alot of people that smoke or smoked weed regularly.

More then likely you're going to develop a severe case of coolness, munchies, lethargy, and down-to-earth awesomeness.

Your head will only get messed up if you were predisposed to it. It can trigger it ((when it's already there)) just as any profound event can. Almost anything can 'trigger' skitzophrenia, the only requirement is that the person be predisposed to it.

The worst thing that will happen is you'll get unmotivated and spend all your money on pot. Keep your shit in check and it won't happen.

[peacenotprofit]

haha i know people who are fiends for the stuff, its quite sad and i would never end up in debt to pot. i smoke occasionaly and pase myself. there could have been somthing wrong with the bud to. it tasted, hit and smelled like shit. but i smoked other weed that day to. maby good mixed with bad?

[mellow mood]

well man feeling really that much different just in smokin thats anormal. yea u should proly stop smokin, or consult a doc. well take care man and good luck

[Edd]

How old are you because you sound like me alot but i have bipolar and only found out when i tried harder drugs than weed.Im just saying be careful because if you could get worse.I developed psychosis and had it full blown for about 6 weeks and they thought i may never recover because of the length of time it lasted.I was institutionalised because they thought i was dangerous and there was approx a 5 % chance i would never recover so therefor i would have been placed in a mental institution for the rest of my life.I swear i have never been the same since im sure my brain is permanently screwed im a completley different person from having a few drugs over 3 days.My psych told me that pot can cause it too but not with me as my main symptom is mania so it helps.

What harder drugs did you take? because when i did acid and mdma in one day it left me messed up for about 2 and a half weeks