Quote Originally Posted by catbuds
Kwilal, is it possible your last few batches of RSO was made from sativa, or sativa was in the breeding of the hybrid? (I find sativas make me anxious). Just a thought......

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It's quite possible, as the guy I was getting it from grew both indica and sativa. He's on vacation at the moment so I'll have to ask him when he returns. On a happier note, it's been 2 weeks now since I stopped the RSO and any anxiety or panic attacks I was experiencing have pretty much disappeared. No more violent outburst. My head is coming around to what I use to consider normal and everyday seems to get better. I went to Michigan for a New Years Eve party and had the time of my life. This was only the 3rd time in 1 1/2 years that I was pain-free for an entire day, and everyday since then has been pretty good too. I was also experiencing severe gas and kidney pain for the past couple of months and finally figured out I was poisoning myself with too much potassium I was taking in the way of 10 drops of Lugol's Iodine daily. I quit taking that about the same time I quit the RSO and gas & kidney pain has been reduced about 90%. I've got another scan coming up in a week or so and hope the healing trend continues. I'll post results here when I get them but for now I'm just drying out so I can pass a physical/drug test and hope to get back to work before the end of February so I don't lose my job. Maintenance doses will still be taken and from what I've read here it's just one gram a month. If any of that has changed I hope someone will chime in. Thanks again to all here who have helped me make it this far.
Ken