Sorry to hear that dear. Keep me posted and I will say a prayer for you. Are you smoking right now? Don't worry I'm not here to judge you. I didn't smoke with my first one, but I wasn't smoking at all back then. By the time my second one came around I was smoking daily all day long. I didn't quit until I was 6mths and no would sell to me anymore. With my last one, I smoked the whole time. In fact I was high when I went to the hospital to have her. All my kids are fine. Guess I got lucky. I nursed them all too. They slept well. Anyway, I'm not advising it. I didn't tell anyone I was smoking ever, until now. Well, my husband knew but he didn't like it. He also didn't try and stop me b/c he was smoking too. O well, like I said, I guess I got lucky or at least my kids got lucky. No harm no foul as they say