Ey im from Uk.... can't find any damn dealers!

Anyways i didnt really get picked on so much... i was kinda really wot the word. w8 1 second leme think..... . . . . . insecure? yeh i always wondered wot ppl thought of me n crap like tht.

Anyways some1 help me..... I can't find any good weed but i have some leaves. Wot the hell can i do with these leaves? grind n smoke? help plz!