that's true mojavpa, when someone is depending me, i have much more enthusiasm leaving the house and take more initiative throughout the day. Maybe i could ry teaching one of my friends to play tennis with me.

Oh, and i know that coke thing was a joke; I've read enough of mellow mood's posts to know when he's joking. But hey, mellow mood, you'd feel pretty guilty if i went out and bought massive quantities of coke in hopes of finding the solution you presented me with. I could have overdosed, all because you didnt write "(joke)" before and after your comment.

and about cutting back on the weed, thats not a problem: i havent had weed in like a month and a half, so those of you who complain after not having pot for a week, just take a look at me and you might see yourself as fortunate.