Chucky is right you need to start to grow on your own. But I understand this is a large investment that could take time to save up for. In the mean time BE VERY careful with who you talk to off this forum There are as many bad caretakers here then there are good. Care givers are not supposed to make a living off there patients. They are not allowed to charge you for there time, only compensation for the cost related to providing you medication. $200 for a Oz is insane. any caregiver looking to charge THERE patient this much is not a true caregiver. I could think of plenty of other words that would better describe this type of scum. Finding a good caretaker is not easy but with time you will find someone, start off with people you know and trust already, long time friends, and family are your best bet. I would also suggest you stay away from co-ops, they are a problem waiting to happen.