I am new to RI. New to growing...started a few months ago in near-by state with no med-mj... got busted 2 days before first harvest. You can't write this shit, nobody would believe it. I feel so lost. studied for 6 months...spent the last of my nest-egg on equipment...slaved over my girls... loved them...battled spider-mites... the urge to show my friends... waited for trich's to get milky and totally dropped the ball at the 1 yard line. All my fault, totally avoidable, soul-crushing.
Out of money, losing custody of kids to my ex...being evicted. I cant imagine ordering seeds again and the whole fucking start-up process but I am not giving up.
(I have just decided to post this sad story in a new thread, plz excuse any repetition)
I need to find a new space in RI. Been looking at places, considering something commercial. I am completely clueless about the area (and life in general). Providence seems like a very cool city. Anyone out here with knowledge of the area with advice? Anyone know of a rental with a disinterested landlord? Anyone have a freaking clone that they cant fit in with their ladies in flower? arg...