Quote Originally Posted by littlemountain
I'll figure this water thing out someday- it's Ok to show some love :thumbsup:
kind of nice

, amazing how friends and family start to distance themselves from you after being in pain for so long. human nature I suppose- leave the sick and weak behind for the predators to feast upon- I got some meds ,not of high grade, put out my crop last year, outdoor, was not able to tend to them, heat and drought took toll-
I'll give Rain an A+ for design skills
Man il agree that friends and family tend to ignore you or your thoughts when the pain gets really bad. Its hard not to vent about it as its the only thing on your mind, i know cuz iv got it too. One hint of pain to my family and they change the subject or just say the gotta go. If you have seen a bird that has been injured, the other birds will attract it and i feel this way a lot. But your so right man, others just get sick of hearing about the pain, but you would think family would allow you and me to simply just vent. It helps!

I understand a beat up subject, but i think they just cant understand how much pain a body can take. Before getting on my meds, i could not even set up in bed or even comunicate to my PCA workers, sucks. Better now, but getting ripped last summer hurt me bad and indoor will go into some supplies to some day get ahead and have back stock of a few different strains.

I understand you for sure man. It was 15 years after i moved out of my mothers house and her answer was, i didn't need the meds when i was living there so why now? She thought i wanted the drugs:wtf:i hate being called a lier and hate the side effects of the pharmaceuticals. But just cant go without em, even when iv got smoke.



Good luck man:rasta: