people that say they'll kill themselves don't really tend to do it...I was all suicidal, I hated my mom, it was more than one thing for me too...and every other kid out there has to deal with parents, I mean, what makes you so special that you don't have to deal with mom or dad? everybody has fucked up parents with fucked up opinions and you can't get anything through to them and they can't get anything through to you, so they think, but it's just another test in your life, and it gets worse, I hate to break it to you, but your parents are not the worst of what you'll put up with, especially if you don't endure them in the first place...so unless they're beating the hell out of you or doing something truly abusive or illegal, I say deal with it, I did, and who else reading this hasn't dealt with it or isn't dealing with it?

sorry if that's not what you want to hear, tough love, buddy, tough love...