Well first put a period in that paragraph.

Second, stop doing coke. You'll be glad you did.

Finally, pick up a strain like Juicy Fruit. It's a mild high, and you just feel good. I've never been able to trip shit on it (I did on OG Kush once, that was freaky).

I don't know where you live but JF is the most common strain around here. That being said it's not the only, there is lots to choose from.