hey pretty. i know how u feel. due to my growing i dont even have many friends anymore as i had to slowly distance myself from them otherwise they would wise up to my lifestyle.

was it worth it? ehh...for the most part. some days are lonely though as i cant bring friends around too much.

no one knows except a few family members and my grow partner(s).

what state are you in? im in cali. nor cal.

dating just doesnt seem possible for me either...finding a female who grows would be ideal...and fun...id love that actually...but for now...its just me and my smoke.