I'm sorry, I did not correctly credit prettypices for starting this post. Pardon.

This is a big issue, I would imagine, for many people who do this.

It isn't easy, but we need to stay below the radar, and to do that is to choose a lonely road. And, as you know, it isn't "paranoid" not to trust people with this info - it's a matter of survival. Some people are so petty and such busy-bodies.

For me, it's worth it only because of the incredible relief the products of my work give me. There is no other med out there that can help me like this one does, and it will be years before my state (or by then, my country) will allow me to have this medication for my MS. By then I will be either quite disabled or dead from this disease. I can't wait for them to get their collective heads out of their asses, or for them to die out. I don't have enough time for that. My life's a wasting!

I don't know if I could make this same sacrifice if I were using it recreationally, unless of course I was making a big profit!

But, whatever the reason for farming, it does create a lonely life. At least people here understand that.