I dunno...i really have no intention of doing anything but trying to please my creator...thats all im doing. and if i do that i should be happy. But im not so only time will tell. Just a while lot of waiting...waiting to get out of school, get this court shit finished, and die.............dunno but if I wnat to do anything in this world is to make god proud of me and then my family proud of me, and then Luc proud of me. lol sound slike my life should be simpler if I did that. No worrys cuz I know if I die im gunna be in paradise with everyone that I sorounded myself with on earth and if I choose to be around those people im sure they too will go to were I will. I just dont know...I feel better tho. I feel like if I just focuz on right now with religion, school, and my behavior then i should be the happiest person alive. I'll smoke to that! or uh pray for it at least.