why is that ?
i know alot of moslem men that have married christian women are there different standards for men ?Also if you are an adult and in love with any race or religion should not matter because what should matter is your own happiness.I know its hard (especially for a moslem woman) but sometimes you need to take control rather that letting the males in your life be superior to you.Moslem fathers and older brothers think they know whats best for you but you should go with your heart and dont be scared to do what you like.I wish you luck as it would be hard for you.I have had moslem girl friends that i grew up with and there fathers and brothers were very strict but the moslem mothers were really cool and nice.If you marry a moslem man you wont have alot of freedom but i guess its what you have to do ?