i appreciate all the postings... especially i do appreciate the posting by delusionsof nomaility. First of all,,, i was free even before taking any substances in my body. In other words I stopped chasing human created desires...thanks to Buddhist doctrines... natural enlightening is possible and it gives more solution to the existential dilemma. And this is not my first time of ego death from weed. Yet this time was quite shocking since i was totally dissolved including all the memories i had... Yes, i smoked weed each time with the knowledge of emptiness...
thanks for the all the concerns... Thank you people D