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Find what sounds like your condition and you can start to get a feel for how cannabis can help you. Then, I would take the high flyer's sage wisdom and invest in a vaporizer. A basic Vapor Bros Box is around $150 or so and can do the trick. I would also look into tincture/salves and edibles. The rub on stuff is great for acute pain/neuropathy and edibles give a deeper body high. They take 60-90 minutes for effects, so patience is necessary.

Indica strains will become your friend.

Be well, friend. Learning can at least take the mind-body to a new realm, different from pain. Good luck.

--CD