Quote Originally Posted by tentative
I get feelings of depersonalization and detachment from reality. Things I say do not feel like I am really saying them. I also forget about what I said 2 seconds after I said it.
That's how it is for me too. But then again it is like that when i'm sober :S2:

I have to agree with drudown11, it sounds like you might be depressed. It's all about the state you are in when you smoke that makes it such a great experience. I had a good friend have the worse experience of his life the first time he smoked. His girlfriend kind of pressured him into it and it was a strong strain. But it's been almost a year since then and he has no problem smoking. Hope you resolve your problems