Depersonalization

[BrandonBeibel]

From experience i can say that ive gone through what your going through. The first couple of times smoking 5-10 times i can tell u that i felt different as if my mind was lost, like out of this world feeling, but i couldnt enjoy cause it was so new to me. I was literally like "Wtf is happening to me...". But after continuously smoking for 4years i can tell you learn to love it, if after a couple of weeks smoking constantly or a good amount ull feel different about it but sometimes its not for everyone so good luck on finding it out.

Hope I helped!

[RAINHAZE]

Man I personaly think you just need to relax and take it easy. When I was younger and had the parental pressures of needing to succeed and all of the other BS in my life at that time, I too kinda felt the same as you described and it bothered me as well.
But as I got older and molded my life the way I wanted to live my life, I also mellowed out and got to where I didn't give a rats ass what anyone thought of me. The herb still does has the same effect on me, only now its alot more comfortable and it deffinetly helps me.
My mind set is what changed, not the herb.
I also realized what settings work for me when I indulge. These days I wait untill later in the day when all my work and responsibilites are done and I'm relaxing to some tunes.
Honestly, I love the feeling of spacing out to some killer music while reading the same sentence forty-seven times, and STILL not remembering it!:thumbsup:
MMJ take's me away from the bs in life! ( A lot better than calgon does)

[leadmagnet]

I hope you guys helped this guy with his Christmas Day meltdown. :dance:

That was some funny stuff.

[TheSmokingMonkey]

You have listened to too many anti marijuana ads. That or there is a medical problem that should be attended to.

Agree. But I'm not a doctor.

Sometimes, I get like this, too, but usually it's because either I've overindulged past my comfort zone or I need to purge - either go meditate or throw up, depending on how deep the dissonance is. It goes away after I concentrate on feeling the feelings instead of denying them due to all of that BS perfectionist nonsense I get wrapped up in. I think it's anxiety and it's normal and sometimes I gotta just step outside for ten minutes to get my head screwed on straight. The herb's doing its job. It's all part of the show. That's how it is for me. Everybody's different tho.