I'm a bit like you, Penguin (without the stealing part... life sucks sometimes, don't it?)

I used to do it occasionally just for fun, and gradually I began smoking more and more often. Now, whenever I have some weed, I'll smoke anywhere between 1-4 joints/bowls a day... But when I run out, I make it a point to way a few days before getting some more, just to keep it real

But I don't really know why... I tend to get depressed, like a lot of people on this board, and I guess it helps me out a lot with that... Plus, there's nothing better than relaxing whilst getting stoned!