Thank you all. I am in WA. Its just hard not knowing whats going on inside. And yes all they like to do is push more pills on me. I never have smoked and never thought about it till someone sent me this link.

Medical Marijuana And PTSD: VA Doctors Can't Prescribe Pot Despite New Mexico's Promising Example

The pills are bad i know but in some ways im looking like Cannabis is just like anything else once ya body gets use to it you got to go to something stronger. I here that there are different strains for different issues. I have not found much info on what strains do what. This is what my search is really about. To me it seem like taking tylenol pm for a gun shoot wound. Hope this make some since.