This ain't an easy post....How do you explain failure?

2006 all over again. I can smell it. It's the reek of failure. As soon as the sun comes up today....I'll take almost everything....salvage some smoke out of this clusterfuck.

Want to see my death warrants? By my guest;

University of Hawaii Meteorology: Bulletins

Weather Model - North Pacific Jet Stream Wind and 250 mb Pressure (STORMSURF)

Yesterday I screwed up. The morning started sunny. I thought I had too noon before the cloudbank moved in. Enough time to do my trips and get back in time to take. Wrong... By 10 it was pouring. It didn't stop until 3 AM.

Everthing has mold. Everything.

The only bright spot...got most of my seeds in. And Jack too.

But this is going to change everything....a wet year. If I had any brains at all I must accept this, change gears and plant accordindly. I should cut my patients loose, maybe they can find another grower....the house has a good chance if failure this year.

So today is my day to be a dick....better tell the wife to clear out. I am not going to be any fun as I take molded weed....and realize what could have been.

Now I need some light so I can proudly show off how badly I screwed up Might as well do this now.