Some people have very addictive personallities and you have to know when to quit, thats why i stay away from needles and heroin, I want to try opium and i know it is very addictive. It's alright to take a trip away from reality every once in a while but you can't abuse the drug. I am very glad you were able to conquere an opiate addiction and hope you stay away from them. Well i guess, Peace