What are your talents? Can you get a job here to get started? Colorado has many beautiful areas, some great mountain towns, the plains, and the larger cities, Denver, Colorado Springs, and Grand Junction.

IMHO, I would move the F#@k out of Texas, Search online, find a job, and get an apartment. I know that is easier said then done but it sounds like you are not going to thrive where you are now. So I will leave you with a last piece of advice that an old man gave me once. "Cowboy up, think of your family, and do what needs to be done."

Hope this helps and enjoy Colorado.