well my parents arent christian... sry for the cuss words but i was so pissed cuz i just got grounded again for tellin my parents i want to see my friend tomorow. i used to believe in god and pray and feel all tingly but now i get nothing.

ever since i started smokin i just get real high and talk with my friend bout this type of stuff and i just dont belive in god. ive tried and tried to believe and pray but i really jsut dont get anything. ever since my puberty ended i feel like everything new is happenin its really weird. like new thoughts and interests and curiousity, its good but its also makin things bad.

btw... im 16