As I like to be thorough I will explain why.

Due to unforeseen circumstances which allow me to have exactly zero stress of failing the test and fucking up all kinds of things without absolutely needing to, while still doing almost everything (professionally and academically) I wanted to do, this is all just not fucking worth it.

My head is killing me, my hair is all fucked up and white, and the 24 hour McDonalds down the street was somehow closed at exactly the time I was craving an EggMcmuffin after hours of frying my hair in the middle of the night.

This will allow me at least 4 months of clean living before the internship cycles will begin again, after which I intend to completely abstain until I am in a position whereby I will never, ever have to even begin to worry about passing a test. This is why I never smoked while in the service...it's just not worth it.

Also I will get another magical week of enjoying the fruits of my labors, rather than a zero-notice cold-turkey stop.

Best of luck to all in here who don't have this option, and I seriously will pray for you all real quick because the stress of this to those of you whose lives depend on the results must just be unreal. For those of you who just say fuck the system and play the game, good luck to you.

Perhaps a quick word to: "The Green Prophet, Khizr: Islam's Patron Saint of Cannabis" might help a little. After all, even though you might not agree with the religion, if he is the saint of bud, he's gotta be a cool guy.

God Bless you all, I intend to enjoy your Med MJ forums, and now I must go start my last of week of bud-smoking which will possibly be unrivaled in my lifetime. :stoned: