one more thing to add to the arguement, my girlfriends father has under a month to live. he is dying of lung cancer and he never smoked tobacco. the only thing he ever smoked was weed his entire life. now he is dying of lung cancer. carcinogins kill. but shortening my life is worth experiancing everything life has to offer, every sensation...soberity, fucked up ness, love, hate, pain, pleasure..ect