I was the same way when I was younger. I'm on the autistic spectrum, and it wasn't that I didn't want to talk to people (especially guys), it's just they didn't want to hear the 30 minute ramblings about photosynthesis, or undersea hydrogen sulfide vents. Didn't help my geographical location was full of white bread people who thought culture was calling out for shitty Chinese food.

I met my guy, and my whole life has turned in a new direction; after several failed relationships, I thought I would spend my life living with dogs in Arizona alone. Then he popped into my life, and things have just shot upwards. Been with him for about 7 months, and I feel so good, so one with the universe.

There is someone out there for you, man. You're still young. Go out, socialize, meet as many people as you can, friends, friends of friends, etc. It's hard, yeah, but it's so worth it.

Best of luck- getting stabbed in the heart is such a terrible pain, but don't let it linger and eat away at you.
Purple Banana Reviewed by Purple Banana on . love....... For me growing up as a shy person it has been difficult for me to leave my comfort zone and to ultimately get a girlfriend. But now Im 21 and this year I feel Ive finally began breaking out of it. True love is something that ive always longed for. Just to see others with a companion makes me feel so alone and I get depressed often. Well like I said Ive began breaking out of my shell and becoming more comfortable being around the opposite sex. Im not great with keeping conversation but Im Rating: 5