Maybe thats it *I hope*...i just picked up some cheap butane from a convienence store, but the goods i've been practicing with have been FABULOUS quality by any other method...shew...i've GOT to figure this out. I'm a fairly intelligent woman believe it or not lol....wish someone in my circle of life knew about this shit....okay if there's any of you good people out there who can come show me how to use this i will share all my stuff with you