Every time I smoke up I try and enjoy the high as much as I can. 'The Experience' is what drives us to continue smoking weed . I tend to just sit back and relax while stoned and save the thinking for other drugs (eg acid). I think weed sort of puts things in perspective, when stoned i find most of the things people would consider quite humerous. These topics seem so trivial with clear thinking but being stoned sort of brings basic sense to the issue.
As an example, I just read something in the local newspaper. A local politician is causing a lot of problems for the local government because he refuses to take down his website, a website on which he has posted many derogatry comments about his colleagues. Alot of people would just think he's being an asshole, and maybe he is, but when enjoying The Experience, even silly things like that can become so complex and so simple at the same time. I seem to be able to understand his motives behind making these comments about his colleagues, why he refuses to take the comments or his website down. I seem to be able to see how he is only doing what he's been 'programmed' to do. He was born, and from that moment on everything he knows, everything he does, is all a product of his upbringing - he is refusing to do these things because that is what he's been taught to do. I can imagine what this guy's childhood must have been like, how his parents treated him, how their parents treated them, and so on. I can see his whole pattern of behaviour as a kind of map to his past. I don't know if i'm making sense, but in a strange way, I know I am.
Its experiences that makes us who we are. Our minds are set to a default while growing up but as we get older we may find ourselves questioning these 'defaults' of our mind. To be able to pinpoint someones life based on their behaviour would be impossible however we can get a general idea of peoples past (through their behaviour) but i guess the more we know someone the more we learn about them.
Anyway keep smokin man, cannabis is a good thing