Quote Originally Posted by pepurr
Hey guys! Thanks for thinking of me.

I haven't been posting for a little while because I have had a lot to think about. It is getting closer to the start of chemo for me. Only one more thing to do. I have to see a counselor so they can see I am not depressed. Then I start.

It is a little scary. Some times I want to back off and run away. Some times I want to call an aircraft maintenance depot and go back to work. Forget the whole thing, and try to live life normal. Then I come back down to reality. I know if I run away, things will just get worse. So I tuck away my fears as best I can.

You guys are tops though. I sure am glad I found and joined this forum. :hippy:

Be well!
Pepurr!!!!!

I am SOOO glad to see that you are OK! You ARE in my thoughts and prayers buddy! The chemo does NOT sound like a pleasant experience whatsoever. I would not wish that on anyone at all.

Hang in there and remember that we care about you here and have certainly missed having you as part of this community!

I have had some rough times recently but I am happy that each and every day that I wake up.....that is a GOOD DAY! I may feel like crap, may want to not even socialize with my friends and family, I may even wish that I could just pack up and run away to some far off mountain getaway without anyone being close......but, I am still alive and that is a GOOD THING.

Best of luck in your upcoming appts Pepurr.....chat with us when you can, we will still be here and STILL treat you as a friend ---- BECAUSE YOU ARE!

Sandia
Sandia Reviewed by Sandia on . Pepurr......are you still around? Is everything OK? Hi Pepurr, I have not seen from you in a couple of weeks and I hope that everything is OK with you! I miss seeing you around and reading your really thoughtful posts! I hope everything is well with you! Sandia :) Rating: 5